sicky day

Last night i was supposed to go for xuan's bdae party..it's her 21st bdae..but so sad that i cant go..haiz..didnt expect myself to fall sick.I had fever at 38.8 degree celsius.I think it was quite high lah.Luckily i have some medicine at home..from Diana's clinic.hahha.i hope she's not angry or what..i mean xuan..i smsed her 4 times but she didnt reply at all..i'm supposed to go collect the cake for her at tam and meet jenny and adrena..now i had ruined it all..then it's her 21st bdae somemore..so i guessed she must be pissed with me about it.But i was feeling really sick..and i cant really moved...having headace and stuff..the feeling of falling sick suckx!haix..hopefully she understands..Then my 2 cousins ah xiong and ivy came to my hse to visit max..what a timing..i was lying on my bed all night long..but ivy veh nice lah..haha..she took care of me for while by putting wet towels on my forehead and neck.She said she's doing that because i always cooked lunch for her last time..wahlaoeh..hahaha..too bad i dont have the mood to entertain them..next sat is my mum's..might be asking them along.. =) hopefully i'm alright!*_* Felt better today..my tempreture was back to normal now..but stil lhaving slight headache and stuff...so decided not to go for trg..my mum also forbid me to go..so i guess i will have to rest at home..dont tik i'm going out with them later lah..i dont mind actually lah...see how loh..now my dad cooking lunch..hahah..they cooked minced pork porridge for me to eat..so nice of them..ehehe..but i havnt eat yet..shall eat it later then..

changes

hello....

Today after school, the sch is like so quiet!all the teachers left so damn early!Only me, Mrs Sim and Mr tan stay back in the stuff room to do some stuff..they do stuff then i slacking lah..ahha.Then took a ride from Mrs sim, one of the senior teacher to tam to meet my bro,his gf and my mum.She was on her way to tam too so might as well get a ride from her.She's really nice lah.hahah.yah...chatted about some stuff on our way there..came to realise some things that i didnt know..hopefully i still remember what!hahah.There's still so much things that i do not know =/ yeah..

It like so convenient having wireless network at home..should have considered it long ago!ahah.yah..now me and bro no need to fight for the cable modem anymore..we both can log onto the internet at the same time!hahaha.yah lah..i then dont wanna add him in msn!hahah..dont wanna talk to him!lala...Yeah..then today i finally got myself a new hp!with my own $!*soBzsOBz*hha...Yeah!samsung D500C!Hope it will last..hahaha..yah..i want it to last long term.It's like so cool~!Maybe i mountain tortise lah..hahaha..had bluetooth,video,mp3 player and stuff in it~!hahaha.Hope those will come in handy! =D Went to swensens with mum for dinner just now..was so damn full~!Her treat..hahaha..she wants to treat so let her treat loh..ahha..i have the nicest mum in the whole wide world!hahaha. Isnt my mum cute?!hahah..yah lah..she didnt know that i put her pix in my blog so sHHSHh.... =X hahha~! Then brother and my future sis-in-law went to eat dinner on their own..after that we met up again and had a bumpy ride homei n the van =p my bro is a reckless driver man..hahaha..but sometimes i'm worse lah.ahahah.

I'm so so tired~!Went to sing ktv with winnie aka the ant last night after work..we went to party world again..Had to use up the coupon lah.hahah.Nevertheless..they gave us coupon again after paying!wahlao..i can tell u it's not cheap ah..there might be 4 hours free but the snack and drinks there are so expensive!night time robbery!haha.yeah..after that we went to swensens to eat -_- spent so much!what to do...then after that took a merc cab home~!so cool~!haha..i mean the cab lah.hahaha..yah...overall..it was fun~!We were singing like mad~!trying to break the windows and stuff but to no vaild!hahaha..kidding lah..our voice not so power yet =p Tik it will be quite some time later that we will go to ktv again~!hahaha...tiREd lah..cant help it..i old le -_- ciaos~! =j

Wed trg

[Time: 12:57am]

Hello people...had floorball training just now..just wanna comment on myself..haha..yah..i think i somehow did managed to adjust myself to try to be my "old me" - not giving myself so much pressure on court as for the past few weeks.According to feedbacks from some people,it seems like i'm happier this way~!which is good! =) i must have the mindset that trg is for me to relax lah..not to be the best keeper.hahaha.I have no goals/targets such as want to be in the national team or wad..just wanna play well..for my club!haha.Yeah lah.I mei zhi qi one.ahhaha.But i realised that when being myself on court..there's opportunity cost to it as well...that is..my throw outs are back to hei-wire-throw outs again!hahaha.cant help it lah.so funny ah..i would always said "oOps..." whenever i did a stupid throw outs..those kind that will bounced real high up in front of me kinds and over half-way line kinds!hahaha.so malu leh..ahahhaa...yah lah..all the best for finding myself and better throw outs of courSE!hahaha..that's all folks!

what a tues...

Today is a tired and cold sweat day for me!hahah.Went sch earlier to do my hall duty at 12pm then shafiq mum's came to school and i talked to her for quite sometimes..some general stuff la..a friendly and humourous lady i sld say..ahahha..yeah..then Mrs Sim,one of the senior lady teacher,came to class to observe me.She's a very nice lady lah.ahhaha.trying to be natural when she's around..so ah..dunno ah..see how things goes loh..maybe she will come and talked to me about how to improve myself tomorrow after sch.Yeah..Had national day celebration practised with huda's class,was rather fun lah.hahaha.yah..cute students.. =) Wrote the wrong thing in Aysiqin's notebook and in the end had to trouble partner to help me explain to her mum =( but luckily everything is alright now..the mum was rather ok about it..so *phew*next time i think i must be more careful ah..haix..cannot be so blur at work k ah baze!aahha.yah lah..i like to talk to myself..cannot izzit?hahah.. =p

After sch went rahima with nicky for dinner..ate mee soto and an egg prata..i ate so much!hahah.In sch during snack time i ate bananas, noodle from yest -_- , abut of chocolate and 1 piece of durian from senior.ahhah.they gave us one lah..no wonder my body fats % so high lah!!hahah..blaming on my surroundings =p

Went to eastpoint to check out the price of the hp that i kinda fancy..walked around..saw the ger who works at Pet safari then chatted with her for awhile..as if i know her veh well like tt..ahha..but nvm lah..always see her at the pet shop there but she said seldom see me leh..i was like -_-"..ahhaha..Took max down for a walk when i reach hm..he's so happy lah..ahaha..tried to make him wear his shoes but it came off as usual while he ran!*poOt*After that i came up to fix my goalie pants..finally it's done..*phew* this is the 2nd time i'm doing this le..ahhaha..is it me or is the string not strong enough?HmmMz...ahaha..duNNo lah..that's all~!cant wait for thurs fri sat and sun to come!yeah~!ahahah..Have a nice day~! =D

another tired day

Hi blog..hahaha..

Geez...my weekends always passed so fast.Haix.Went for training in the afternoon today.I prefer afternoon trainings lah.Then i can sleep more!haha.But in the end i still woke up at around 9+am,think i'm kinda used to it le.Yeah.Dad let me drove the car today cos the new car shampoo was in the van and bro's not back yet at that point of time, but on 1 condition - have to wash the car for him later in the eveining -_- but i seriously dont mind lah.Although i'm kinda tired.ahahah.

We trained from 1:30pm all the way till 5+pm.Was of course tired.Didnt ate anything since 10+am..maybe that explains my pain in the stomache during training.Yah..was not feeling that good - it was those kind like want to shit but dont want to shit kind of feeling + didnt eat anyfood so the tummy is angry kinda feeling.ahhaa.Dunno u all understand not*shrugs*But was able to last throughout the whole trg lah.Well..let me see..today i conceded i think 8 goals ah - so i did 50 push ups and 140 crunches.I didnt punished myself accordingly - i missed out 3 goals so i skipped 30 push ups cos i was referee-ing the game.Then for the rests of the games i dont want to ref - i was busying punishing myself for those goals.Haix.Some goals were the defenders' fault but i always rather put the blame on myself cos in this way..i think i will be motivated to be a better goalie.Dont keep saying sorry lah serena..ahahha.Yeah..it might be demoralising at times but it's always not so bad when some of them asked me to jia you and also tried to console me =) Thanx debbie, wileen, serena and some of the Youth! =D

Today Aisyah laopo didnt come trg..i wonder how is she..hopefully she's not sick!Miss her leh!haha.Hope to see her next week!The one who always give me teddy bear hugs! =D i'm starting to like hugs..ahahha..Yeah..some comments for/on the players:

• Yana - Your shots are getting more and more powerful.I guess u r having more confidence in ur dribblings and it's good to see that u r starting to take shots! =)

• Rene - Try to practise more on ur direct shots k.Ur shots are becoming more and more like how u used to shoot when you first came!And of course that's good!!i see that you r gaining back your confidence slowly.You managed to take shots during games and that's good!You should not pass the balls so much k cos u r a forward!Rem ah.hahaha.Ppl passed the balls to you k.You r at the tip of the court towards the opponent's goalpost and u r still passing!?hahah.MUST practise more on ur direct shots k.I tik it's really useful,tt is u must try to learn to receive the different kind of passes lah.haah.And lastly..dont keep falling on courts!hahah.Today not so bad lah..u didnt fall..CONgrates!hahah =p

• Reena - she still learning to fit into the senior team lines.Positioning wise still abit blur ah.Jia you k!still need to work hard somemore.haha.

• Debbie - ur shots improveD!And i think you r still improving..hahaha..jia you k!maybe should practise more on your drag shots.Drag shots r killers to goalkeepeRs!hahaha.I telling you my weakness leh.ahahha.dont tell ppl k! =p but must study hard ah..exams coming!All the best for ur paperS! =D

• Wileen - defending and passing wise still very good ah.Nothing much to say also.Train more on ur shots!hehe.

• Serena - a very encouraging player to the others as well as to the goalkeepers!I LIKE...ahahha. should train more on ur loop shots.hahah.cos u r a great defender =) i mean those from before half court kind of loop passes k - like the ones mr amir and gary have been doing - Your shots might not be as strong as wileen's YET but they r getting strongeR!Jia you k! =)

• Zaf - still blur about her positioning, but she's has improved on being able to receive passes!Yeah~!

• Charmaine - she's hopeless playing a defender -_-" maybe sld train her as a forward.hahah.

K lah..i cant possibly name out all the players right?hahaha.Didnt have time to take note of all lah.haha.These are the few i noticed for this trg.ohya..we have 2 new players from TP today.Charmine's friends.Not sure if they are staying or not.So many new players are coming into our clubs.Dunno why also.ahhaha.Well..i guess it's good lah..haha..

Collected my membership card from this game shop today at century sq.ahhaa.Yeah went there to buy liang ca for my ah ma.She's sick and after dinner me,mum, dad and max went to visit her.Went to the place where she sell the newspaper to look for her and then fetch her back home.Haix...sick still wanna sell newspaper..dont feel good about this but what to do...she wants to work =( However, glad to know that she felt better but she still looks pale lah.My mum did most of the chatting followed by my dad and i chatted with them for like not very long?hahah.Was watching tv ah, my dad also.Then max as usual likes ah ma alot.haha.Yeah..that's all for my day lah..i wish ah ma and everybody jian jian kang kang! =)

the 2nd sat

Today we went for the Fitness Instructor course..well..as expected..my body fats % increased to 31%!My god...i used to be 29%.Then the standard % for female is 18% - 30%.Guess i'm still far from 18!ahahah.Yah.But my body weight is still the same.ahahah.The instructor keep making fun of me lah..ahhaha..cos everyone worked hard this week to lose weight and they have got better results except me.hahaha.i'm the only one who had gained 2% more fats!whahaha!Then when she was like telling them to keep up the good work,i was busy covering my face with the booklet!whhahh~!Then she saw lah!ahhaha.I was rather attentive for this week's lesson,dunno why also.But i'm not sure about the number of things that i can still remember lah.hahah.No guarantee!Yeah...had fried rice(i cooked it in the morn..nice! =p) and dou hua(Tina bought it for me and senior).Then me and senior went to weight ourselves again..ahhaha..then guess wad!?I gained 1 more %!haahhaha!yah lah..so now i'm 32%!yeah!hahaha.But hey...that's not the end of the story!We did some theory stuff after that and also did some warm up which includes alot of movements and each and everyone of us had to pretend to be the instructor and teach the whole of us!ahahha.i was the last 3!hahaha.Then senior last second!hahah.Yeah..so after that we all went to weigh ourselves again.hahah.hopefully the weighing scale wont break down cos we weigh too much!hahah*evIL grINz*Guess what?haha....my body fats regained back to 29%!yeah!ahhaha.The instructor was like saying "yeah..that's very good!"hahaha.yah lah..i tik i'm someone who can gain and lose weight quite easily..see if i want or not only.hahaha.COOL~!!

Yeah..at night around 8+pm the starhub person came to install the maxonline thing for us.And yeah..i'm using it now~!ahhaha.Hopefully it wont give much problems!*pray hard*After that went to wash the van together with brother.Yah..first time i'm helping him after him asking me so many times to go wash van with him.hahaha.must see my mood lah big bro...Was more tiring than washing car ah..cos the van was like almost white in colour!shit lah..made me so tired!*pOot*well..was a new experience lah..so not so bad lah..what a tiring sat!*phEW!

Reflects

Well..It's not meant to be to tell about my life so this is a song to reflect how i used to think when i was much younger and havnt found my true self

Look at me

You may think you see who I really am

But you'll never know me

Ev'ry dayIt's as if I play a part

Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

I am now In a world where I have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehowI will show the world

What's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly

That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think How we feel

Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

Reflections By Christina Aguilera

didnt blog for 1 week

gEex...no wonder my body fat % is so high lah..i keep eating and eating and eating..ahahha..ate porridge at noon after cca,during snack time around 2+pm - had cake(asyiqin's bdae) and dou hua,then at night after cut my hair - had kfc,2 pieces chicken meal and the la...dunno wad meal..ahhaha..shared with deb..then not long ago..i just had ice cream!ahahhaha!Wah..can die lah...if i carry on this way..ahhaha..MUST CONTROL K BAZE!ahahha..talking to myself sia...But before that..good old me finally took max down for a walk..hahaha..but in the end i was running with him.yeah!I'm wearing my spects when i ran with him,how smart can i get manx!aha.yeah..then this indian ger staying around here was like saying max is a lovely dog..my gosh..of course lah..ahahah..my son!hahaha.It's good that leen is starting to like max,of course lah,he's so adorable! =D [shown here is the picture of max with his "passed away"sparky who's head was kana bitten off by max. =p] p/s: my mum throw sparky away le..den max needed some time to get used to ducky instead.hahaha.
Yeah,went to cut my hair today,i tik like no diff from didnt cut..maybe abit diff only.hahah.but nvm lah..as long as i dont get to "eat" my frindge!hahaha.That irritates me leh..disturb me from eating!!how can!?never die before ah.hahaha.ehs..how can frindge die?hahha.
Aysiqin came back to school today then i realised how much i miss this student of mine in sch..but she's a pain in the ass sometimes lah.ahhaha.but of course she can be adorable at times..but according to partner...she's a blood suckeR!hahaha.Heng she didnt suck much of my blood lah.ahhah.Ohya...btw..i killed one mosquito today!yeaterday i killed one too!all in class.hahaha.I'm a mosquitoes killer!ahaha.But dunno why these few days alot of mosquitoes leh..i tik the weather lah.Been raining ah..so nice to sleep!shit man!No holiday!*sobz* ahah.

Last week met up with my when nobody around d*** - tann - for dinner at changi airport.ahhaha.Initially wanted to go eat swensens but it was too crowded so we went to eat fish and co instead.A nice environment with friendly stuff there.hahaha.We enjoyed the food there lah.Ate slowly then chatted for quite sometime.She's one of my friends whom i can really talk to..hahah..so i enjoy going out with her!hahah.Changi airport is our usual hang out place for food.hahaha.Cool place to hang out!hahaha.That's all folks~! =j

rashes

hi...

I'm on mc today ah.I have rashes due to grass allegry,cos we had soccer on fields on sat.haha.Yah..kinda expected it lah.Then my lower part of the body having muscle ache lah.haaha.The rashes started to come out around 6+pm after everything.yah..so at least not so bad lah.haha.Was having some light dinner with debra they all at eunos at that point of time.haha.Yah..it's kinda weird for someone to have allergy on grass but well..that's me lah..cant help it or control it.haha.At least i'm not allegry to air!hahaha!Got such thing ah?*shrugs*hah.Decided not to go to sch today cos i scared later my rashes will spread O_o then my cute students kana den how?!Yah loh.It's not like i didnt prepare my lesson and all that k.I did my work and emailed my partner the lesson plan.I wonder if she get to open it.ahha.Yah..then i planned of what to do for my lesson liaox.Yah lah.Now u know how hardworking i am rite?hahah.kidding lah.I'm a lazy person who likes sports!!hah.Take this time to rest and trying not to scratch too much.But i'm still going out lah.ahha.I need to go see doc at around 7pm at toa payoh cos i cant make it for the morning timing till 1pm.I woke up at around 11+ am today.Yah...then i cant go for thurs training if my rashes are not well by then..hopefully i recover fast..if not there's alot of things i cant do..haix..cos if i perspire,i will start to itch and scratch here and there like a monkey.hahah.

Yah..might be going to suntec to collect this massaging thing for my parents myself.Then later when they go Genting they can use it mah.hahah.see i so considerate.ehhe.Sometimes i really dont mind to do things on my own lah.I believe that people do need some private time for themselves too.To do things on ur own..to do some thinking alone..to shop on my own..but huh..there's always last min changes as in suddenly this person that person would want to go out with u..hahah.Ealrier on around 2pm,i called xuan to ask her if she's staying at home not.cos she's on mc for a few days cos she hurt her ligament.Yah..poor fellow lah..injured still wanna walk here walk there.ahha.She asked me if i wanna go watch this R21 show with her and Jerry..It sounds tempting to go out lah..but to watch that show..gave me doubts.hahah.Yah lah..i'm eligible to watch that show but i'm not really interested in it.I still remembered the first R21 show i watched was American Pie 2.I watched it with jiawen.Hah.Was kinda funny lah,but alot of dirty talks and stuffs..the couple can even do "that thing" under a restuarant table.ahah.Shall not say wad in case some underage ppl reading my blog!ahhah =p Yah..dont really like it,dunno why also.haha.But jiawen seems to enjoy it =D Yeah..i tik i watched it when i was 21 yrs old..which is 2 yrs ago..eager to try out new things as usual..that was the first and only R21 movie that i had watched so far.haha.I prefer comedy to action kind of movies lah.Especially those with nice nice effects and graphic =) i'm always amazed by these effects and graphic.hahah.so cool~!So in the end i decided not to go watch the movie with them.I just remembered that i promised to watch only movies that i really really really wanna watch..if not waste $ lah.Yeah.Someone is going to watch movies with her friends soon..haix...=/

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[9:10pm ]

Yeah..went to the doc around 7+.I was asking her alot of questions.It is known that my rashes are not really contagious.ahha.so that means it wont spread.But i was still alittle confused cos she said not really so that means it will spread?Then she said that most are not contagious..it actually depends on my body?I became even more confused den.ahahha.aiya..whatever lah..Then army boys usually have grass allegies,so that means it's quite a common allegry.The reason is cos the grass has alot of insects and stuff so it is dirty?hahaha.i tik so lah.She said that if i'm looking for a cure for my allegry,sad to say..there's no cure to it..i kinda know about this when i was even much yonuger le lah,so i'm not surprised to hear that.Yah..had really sensitive skin since young.But she said that however...i can prevent the allegry.ahaha.That is not to touch the grass.hah.Yeah..the doc gave me some pills to eat but no cream to apply.so i asked for the cream,for future use mah..in case i allergy to some dust or dirt den have rashes again den i can apply.ahahhaha.Had dinner with my parents around the clinic.Simple dinner lah..chatted about some stuff and yah..in the car on our way home..i was playing with my psp.Very long didnt play alr..so played for awhile..Then my mum asked me wad sound is that..she knows about my this game lah..cos ah xiong told her b4..then my dad asked how much it is..then my mum told him...and....yah lah...he starts to NAG at me.Haix...he nag nag nag and nag...then i told him..."you wont understand one lah"..haix..he only understands the money concept..nothing else..Then my mum was very nice..she was like telling my dad that i think for quite a long time before i decide to buy one..which is quite true..had been wanting to have a game of my own since i was alot younger..so i'm just fulfilling one of my wishlist..=) my dad wont understand how i feel..cos all along..it is my bro who has all the privilege to game and electronic stuff..like play station games...vcd players..television..he has all that in his room..the room is designed to place all those things..for me..it's just the computer and study table and one big mirror -_- ahha.They dont know me well enough lah.hahah.I dont like to look at myself unless necessary.haha..i shy lah =p That's why..i dont like to tell my dad things...he will nag no matter wad.ahah.i have got a naggy daddy~! =p ciaox!

Soccer~!

elLOz!

Today is the day for Diva La soocer thingy lah.ahhaha.cant rem the actual name for it.ahha.yeah.I woke up at around 6:30am then i gave keane and charmaine morning call.Keane was still asleep den i woke her up!Then darling's "best friend" has already woken up.ahhaha.I called senior also.yeah..but she woke up le.so surprised!!hahaha.Yeah then debra and peiyun were veh late!We supposed to meet 7:30am at eunos mrt then we were all late except darling's "best friend" again.ahhaha.i tik she's on time leh@_@ yeah then not long after senior reached there first then me.Those 2 pigs reached at around 8:30am -_- lucky we managed to catch the last shuttle bus there.haha.So we met ah poh and keane at the field there.

• It was kinda crowded with the other teams.So we managed to settle down at sroun 9+am.In the end dawn didnt come and support us cos she lazy i tik?ahhha.yah lah..aiya she..say say only.hahha.Our first match was against SevensN at around 10:50am.HMmz...we were relaxing and having fun before the match at the report booth there.Senior and ah poh were dancing to the music and i'm trying to follow up.hahaha!quite funny lah.Yeah..i cant really rem what happened on field but it was a draw lah.hahaha.Then after around 10mins after our 1st match,our 2nd match against NYP starting soon le.They are good lah.like some professionals like that.Not like us...come play play see see look lOok only.ahhaa.So we lost to them 4-0.hahah.but we r not sad lah.haha!There's this kick i really like!I jumped up and kick the ball that's in the mid air and i managed to kick it!yeah!so proud of myself!aahhaha.Yah lah..then this is the also match that i was hit by the ball on my left face which makes me giddy!hahah.I tik the opponent is taking a free kick?i cant rem ah..then the ball came right at my face..HARD..yeah..then after the hit i cant stand properly then i like performing drunkard fist like that...slowly fell to the ground.ahhaha.But immediately after i fell i get up again lah.To chase after the ball.NEVER SAY DIE!aahaha.but my brains were still shaking i tik.ahahha.well..dont care lah.THen peiyun was laughing at me!Then yana can still say i veh cute cos after the ball hit me then i fell to the ground!alamak...aint they supposed to like show concern to me!?!haha.Yah..someone asked me if i'm ok not..i cant rem who ah..i tik is keane.hahah.or debbie?hMmz...cant rem..ahahha..that shloud be the way waD!!!hah =D We had 2 own goals...all thanx to debra.hahaha.One cos she use her hand to hit the ball and it went into our goalpost..then the other she accidentally kicked the ball in while defending.ahhaha.Instead of blaming her we were like laughing lah.ahhaha!Our FIRST goal!hahahah!Yeah..Keane as usual made quite a number of good saves!=) Charmaine started to buck up in this round cos the ball still dont like her lah. =y Then debra as usual was fast but too bad we didnt gave enough support to her.hahaha.well..i did tried to support her lah.ahhaha.Senior ah...i tik was running around the field.hahaha.Then i have no choice wad to wonder and asked her wad's she doing at my position!?ahahha.Tik she also blur lah.hahah.nvm loh..we run together!Cos i'm supposed to "protect" her mah.ahhaha~!yeah..but she and yun are good defenders! =) Then debbie was supposed to be my partner..but as usual..she's always standby-ing at the opponent goalpost there.hahaha.sometimes i cannot find her ah..then i anyhow kicked in front!ahaha.bur she poor thing lah..fell down and rill on the ground during the first match.Then got bruises..i witnessed it!hahah..take care k ah poh.haha.Before the 2nd half...i was like half dead le...i grasping for air!so tired!tik i really old le lah..maybe sld go and build up my stamina someday =/

• Ok...after the 2nd match..we went on for our 3rd match.Against the Femme team.We waited at the court for quite sometime..then in the end the team didnt show up..so it was a walk over..hahaha..yah..then we gained 3 points according to keane lah.Well..who knows in the end we get to realise that Femme team is yana's team!Oh my...then they didnt know they were called so they sat at the shelter there and waited!!wah..damn blur siia!!abit wasted lah..i tik we rather play with them than walked over ah..sad ah..haha..we were kicking balls there..then we damn slack lah...we go to the field there with ice sticks in our hands!ahaha.luckily our opponent not there.ahhaha.cannot fin then cannot throw away wad..wad to do?bring to the field lOH.ahhaha!yUpz..but however our 4th match we get to play with them! =) yeah..the Femme team.ahahha.We made alot of attacks this time round..esp me lah..i took quite alot of shots but didnt went in! xD There's this one from half court again!ahahha.I dunno why i kicked so hard it flew towards the direction of the goal post.ahhah.Unfortunately the keeper saved it!haha.Easy save la.haha.The rest of the balls all went crooked.hahaha.cos i not straight mah*shy*hahaha! =p i too lousy lah!hahaha.The rest of the players played well too.But this is so far the most satisfying match we played so far lah.making alot of attacks!hahah.and i'm not tired!hahah.OHya...i did some flying kicks too!hahaha.i was like kick here then i turn again and kick..but i didnt kicked any balls!ahahha.was trying to do some ball snatching from the opponent at their goalpost there lah.ahhah.Keane saw me doing that then she was like wondering "what's baze doing man...."hahaha!WHATEVER LAH...ahaha.So we draw the match again.

• Then after that was the penalty shoot out with Femme again!hahah.yah..i took the first kick..and my ball went out of the goalpost and my right sole of the shoes came out!!ahahha!!It flew out!!!Then senior and peiyun was laughing veh loudly at the corner that!wahlaoeh!hahah..so veh funny lah...=p after that i used the sole that dropped out to clap!hahah.cos Keane saved many shotS!!so proud of my bro! =D she's our life saver!hahaha.MY penalty shots and debra's ended up in the same fate!aahahh!Luckily ah poh and keane's balls went in!we were like "YAY!"ahha.so sad lah..i didnt score any goals again!!=( but nvm lah..just wanna have some fun!hahah.Well..we won i tik by 2 goals and 3 saves!yeah!hahah.but dunno wad it means also.ahhaha.

• Then our last match is against the sevensN again.haha.We didnt hear the mc annouced our team names so we were like sitting at the shelter there drinking coke and rootbeer!ahahha!Then the MC had to give another annoucement saying that "Can team Neuronine pls report to Field 6 pls..the other team has been waiting for very long"ahahha.then we got a shock then we quickly walked towards the field with our coke and rootbeers!hahaha!slackers again lah..but lucky our team and their team quite friendly towards one another lah.ahahha.can joke around kind.yAH..THe first half was not a good start for us lah..cos they keep attacking and they scored 2 goals..tik our defenders support not organised.haha.But however...at the 2nd half..we bucked up and keep attacking!yeah!i was already veh tired le lah.ahahah.can die ah..me,debra,debbie and senior were doing aggressive attackS!We keep defending and intercepting their balls..in the end ah poh made our veh first official goal!!whahahha!yeah!so happy lah.ahhah.but not enough time ah.hahha.if not maybe can draw again =p ohya...my left sole of my shoe drop off again!whahahha!Then senior saw it then she was like "eh..junior...ur sole.."whaahah!then i turn and saw it then i was like "wah lao!"hahha.so i quickly picked it up and threw it aside!hahaha.Then Peiyun was again...laughing veh loudly at the defending side -_- but really funny ah..ahhhaha..then charmaine was like suggesting me to use the shoes as my goalie shoes..ahha..good idea huh.. =D At the end before i go collect my deposit,we took some photos!haha..

Overall..it was fun lah..hahah..didnt regret joining this soccer thing lah.all thanx to sharon!but it would be even better if emily could join us!*sigh*yeah..hope she recover fast!Hopefully next year can play together again! =) yah..later i'm gonna watch mid night show with xian at 1:30am.Dunno why suddenly had this urge to watch mid night show.yeah..did the booking already and i'm meeting her later.hahah.Yah..going plaza sing to watch..i'm supposed to be veh tired cos i woke up early..hopefully i wont sleep in cinema!hahaha!gEez...i miss [] eyes!! =(

15 years...ahaha

hEYZ!!

I'm so guai again today!haaha.After sch went to bedok inter to walked around,buy facial wash(currently i'm trying all kinds of facial wash!haha) then i go library for awhile.Wanted to look for some books to boast my creativity but was too tired lah.ahha.cant find also.I not acting hardworking k! =D Today sch was rather ok..PH supposed to come and observed me in class today but luckily she didnt come.hahaha.so most prob she coming on mon..scary ah..stupid partner says that PH is dying to come and observe me!*roLl eyes*Hmmz..i kinda like this job lah..i like the environment and people around too..so hopefully i can continue stay in this job ah.wish me luck k!hahah.Of course i must do my part too lah.JIa you jia you~!! =)

Didnt went for the guys trg today..cos feeling veh tired..yest went gym..to slack and blow air con.hahah.In the end today had body ache.hahah.My arms ah..i tik i didnt stretch properly..yest i reached home around 7+pm also.so guai!hahahah.Yah..stayed back in sch to help Tina burned her songs..then join senior and meileng they all for some badminton session.Too bad can play for awhile only =( quite fun lah.ahhaha.I partner Zac and senior partner grace.Of course my side stronger lah hor senior? ;) ahhaha.We shall see lah. =p After sch me,nicky,senior and Meileng went to Rahima to eat dinner..funny ah..in the end me and senior keep talking about our own stuff then meileng and nicky keep wanting to intterupt.hahah.Then after that i went to eastpoint to walk around again.ahhah.But my main objective is to go ntuc use up the $10 voucher that Alice mum gave me lah.ahhah.In the end i need to pay $7+ more..i overspent!hahaha...

Watched smallville just now..i still like that show alot.ahhaha.i like that Superman!He's veh charming.ahhaha.I like superDOG too!!ahhaha.I tik that's superdog lah..not sure yet..superman just got to adopt it...it has weird strength just like superman.Maybe next time they will action action together.ahhhah..Cant wait to see if this happens!!!tik i'm weird.hahahah.wah~!!!i havnt seen ah toh for like so long!!!feel like dying man!! Xp serious lah..she said that we havnt seen each other for 15 years!hahah.cute lah..but it's unbearable...*siGH*well..that's life...maybe we will get to see each other if we are being more organised?hahaha...dunno wad i'm talknig about..anyway..Diva La soccer starts tomorrow!!Yeah!cant wait to go play!hahaha..Thanx jas for the soccer boots! =) take care ppl!

Car for myself again!yeah!

elLoz~!

Today is sun and i'm online blogging again cos tmr is youth day and it's holiday for me!ahhha~!so happy..hehehe.Today i had the car for myself again!yeah!hahaha.It felt really good lah.to have a car of ur own.Yah.This morn i picked wanie,debbie and wileen up from my hse opposite the busstop here.A person like me ah...i need to see my mood one as in to long bang people to MI or not.Yah..if i dont feel like long bang-ing,i wont ask them if they wanna meet or not.yah lOh..but of cos i will pick [] eyes up lah,if i'm driving.That one no need to say lah =D ahha.Yeah..after that..went to [] eyes's hse to pick her up.She look so sleepy..hahhaha.we were kinda noisy in the car throughout lah.Quite fun actually.ahhaha.Then we saw reena at the busstop there but i didnt see her lah.So...too bad lOH..ahhaha..

Yeah..then about today's training...I think i was in good form so not so bad lah.Wileen said that i'm always in good forms but heyhey that's not true k.ahha.must see my mood one ah.If i hyper like monkey like that maybe i'm in good forms.hahaha.If i sian sian like statue like that..then i'm not in good forms le.ahhha.I played for 2 periods throughout the whole 4 periods.1 with the gers and one against the guys.The one against the guys one more exciting.hahaha.I loves challenges!hahah.I didnt concede any goals!!So happy!hahaha.but i think heng heng one lah.But during training i conceded some goals =/ i'm still aiming for the goaless moment.hahaha.Oh?Now i found an aim!haha. But someone hurt her ankle again ah =( I didnt know she tripped on debra's stick.I thought she fell herself.hahah.Yah..Then felt kinda bad cos i was playing when she was out of court checking on her ankle.I wished i can go over to console her or wad..haix...but i cant make it so obvious also wad..yup..managed to go over to see if she's alright after the penalty shoot out.was having fun actually but i too tired and kinda worried about her so i tik i better stop.haha.Yah..help her do some rubbing..i dunno if it helps not..but just do it loh.Hopefully it helps!Yeah..then after trg drove her to the nearby senseh to tui her ankle together with debbie and leen.We had lunch at the eating hse next door cos the number q is so long.hahah.Yah..not bad lah the bamboo thing.hahah.The timing to go tui her ankle is just right after we ate fin our food.hahah.Yah loh..then so sad i cant go in with her =( wanna be there for her..but its for patient only..ahhaha..yah..that somebody was laughing away when she know i cant go in -_- ahahha.Went to hougang mall i tik..to look for her ankle guard.Didnt managed to find it..but was happy that we kinda went out to shop around together..although it's only for a short while =) sent her home after that..then the blur sotong forgot to take her char kuay tiao so i have to turn back to let her take.hahaha.blur blur blur...was next to her bag somemore -_- nvm..i blur also.hahah.

Both the small kids came to my hse to slack for awhile then eat dinner with my family..ahahha..first time my whole family sits together to have dinner after so long..ahahha..not bad lah..Mum was like keep asking me to bring max down for dinner but i was busy onlin-ing.hahaha.sorry ah bu!So in the end she took max down for a walk with daddy..ahhaha.That's all for now then..Hope somebody's ankle will recover fast!Dont be so clumsy le k!ehhe.*hugs

i'm so guai..ahhah

hihihi~!

Today is sat!i met up with wileen and debbie to go queensway to shop for leen's belated bdae present.hahah.Went to bedok inter to have our lunch first then we took bus 33 to queensway.Wah..i tell u ah..the bus journey is damn long!we like going JB!hahaha.YAh..in the end reached there around 3+pm.Was playing PSP,reading newspaper,Lao fu zi and talking cock on the way there.hahha.yah lah..Heard some weird story from debbie about someone in her house,shall not say wad.hahahah.Then darling was busy doing project,so didnt wanna disturb her.see i so considerate.hahah.trying hard to lah =X ahah.Yeah..then we walked and walked and walked..in the end...me and debbie bought some stuff first.I bought 2 shirts,1 nike polo t and 1 slam dunk cartoon t shirt.hahaha.Debbie bought a pair of NIKE slippers and the same nike polo t as me..she's a nike person~!JUST DO IT~!ahhahah. =p Yup..in the end wileen decided on the PUMA jacket.It's really a nice jacket lah.suits her too.Yupz..it's a gift from me and tanny..we sharing.hahah.Hope she likes it! =) Saw this guy from MI floorball,he called out my name but i forgot his.hahaha.Those 2 small ones just keep on walking and didnt say hi to him.ahhha.Think he was with his gf.hahah.After that i'm supposed to go watch movie with them.But cos i was saving money due to my huge expenditure,i decided not to go and go home early for dinner.Ah xiong was coming to visit max too.So just go keep him company as well lah.Yah..we took a bus to redhill mrt and i go home they go tam.

Yeah..so i reached home at around 7pm.walked from the mrt home.I wanna jian fei!hahaha.Up to you to believe!hhaha.My parents were already cooking then,my Lionel bro is sleeping away in his room and max is downstairs with ah xiong.hahaha.Heard he shitted alot of times downstairs.hahah.Poor ah xioNg.haahha~!Yeah..i went to asked my parents if i'm supposed to use the van tmr morn to go trg..in the end they said they want to let me have the car again!YEah!hahah.Cos i treated them on fri~!haha.I guess it pays to be guai kia sometimes.hahaha. =p anyway i always so guai one mah.cant helped it lah.hahha.Ah xiong was busy playing with my psp then.I was packing my cupboard.it's sOOOO messy that i finally cannot ta han!haha.It look so neat noW!so proud of myself man..hahhah.But i think not long after it will go back to the "messy look" again lah.ahhahah.Yeah..then dinner was ready..and Lionel bro was still sleeping.haah.Yah..then over dinner i was like telling my mum that i misses my grandma.Then she gave me a stupid look and tell me go find her when i wanna give her money.hahaha.But not this mth lah.maybe some day next mth then i give her some money.Yah..actually to be frank..i'm very afraid to lose this grandma of mine..i think i will cannot take it ah..haix..hope she stay healthy and happy always!shall not think too much for now! =L After dinner wanted to go wash car cos i tmr using mah.hahaha.But my stupid bro woke up late to fetch gf so he wanna drive the car cos he scared gf scold him.He's so useless!*shake head* i cannot be like him.hahaha.My the other half must be understanding.YAH LOH.hahah.In the end i have to wait for him to come back then can go and wash car.So i carry on to pack my drawers.hahahah.Then aruond 10+pm...ah xiong wanted to leave le.so i use the van and drove him to simei mrt station together with max.hahah.yah..my poor dog so scared of sitting in the van..he was shivering lah.hahah.Then when i reached home..i decided to play a trick on him.I switched off the engine..then i shut my door(he was sitting on the other side)then i pretend to go off..i waved "bye" to him!ahhaha!Then he was like so shockeD!!His face so damn cute lah!hahah.yah..then in the end i bu ren xing to bully him liaox.so i carried him home.ahhaha..mean ah me..haha..

Around 10+pm coming to 11pm,my irritating bro came back le.so off i go to wash the car~!hahha.Went to the usual spot where i had always washed the car..so i washed washed washed...then ok..after fin washing i drove back to the car park of my house that side and guess wad..i turn to the wrong side!i went back to the place where i washed my car -_- i was like...ehs!?why like tt?!haahh.so i had to make a 3 point turn @_@ i drove in the wrong direction to park my car.hahaah.After parking nice nice..i happily locked the car and went to take the lift..on the way up to my house..i was like looking at the pail..ehs..like something missing like that..so i think think think...OMG!I realised that i forgot to take the car liquid soap!shit!ANd i reached 8th floor le!Then nvm..i stupidly went back to the car park..then i realised that i can go home put my stuff first before i go down again waD!ah..nvm..i calmly say to myself that "there's always a solutions to problems" so i left my stuff in the car first then i walked to the place where i washed my car.hahaha.Wah...cant stand and sit on myself leh!(ok lame..ahha)i'm so blur tonight!hahaha.ok lah..i'm blur most of the time lah.hahaha.Then i told my mum about it and she still can say i blur..i inherited from her wad!hahah.the "BLUR-NESS".hahaha.IT's true ok peeps.

yah lah..that's all for my day ah..having trg tmr...hopefully everything goes well and i can see someone le..finally after soOoo long..hahha..yUPz..have a good night rest! =)

Term 3 week 1~!

ellOz~!

I update my blog once a week!ahahha~!no lah..cos sch start le then got kinda busy.Everyday after work go out meet this person that person then blah blah blah dragged till quite late.hahaha..yah..here goes~!

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Mon:

Went up with wileen and debbie for dinner..it was wileen's bdae~!HAPPY BDAE WOMAn~!haahha.yah..went to shop around Tam mall then after that we went to 201 to eat zhi cha.haha.we had spicy kang kong,pork rib,some egg..then crab!hahaha.Wileen supposed to treat us the crab but in the end she paid only a few dollars.hahaha.yah...was so full that night..It was the first day of school since sch holiday..was not so bad.Time passes kinda fast so that means..i enjoyed my work!yeah!haha.i think so lah.or maybe cos the working hours are short?hahah.Yah..then came along this attachment guy from moe..weird guy lah...he was attached to our class.Then tina also find him weird.hahah.He asked alot of quentions ah.Then i think that he pity the students there.In which i think he shloudnt!yah...Get to know that he's from nyp nursing..he asked me why i dont go for higher pay job like the one he's taking now..i was like wth?!ahaha.Not all people go for the salary k.I go for the job itself..not the pay!haha.yah..Then this one i must comment..he's so big sizE!we called him the GIANT!hahahi know we mean lah...cant help it.hahahha..

Wed:

Met up with emily for dinner,senior cant make it last minute.haix..always like that one leh..yeah..but in the end everything turn out fine =) we went to this lavander hawker to eat.i ate the pig organ soup with only the lean meat and meat ball..the rest of the parts i dont dare to eat!hahah.Yah but i like the pig organ soup there,very nice.Had chicken wings too.Em ate only chicken wings cos she said she had some food at home.Yeah..after that we managed to find our way to mustafa to do some shopping.saw some nice clothes from New Balance but i still think that i need some more time to consider.Quite alot of shirts now ah.My cupboard small leh..i not rich k.hahaha.So must consider first!In the end i bought myself a swimming goggle for $19.90.Considered quite cheap already cos it's a goggle with degree.I short sighted lah.ahhah.Em bought a exercise ball for quite a cheap price too.i forgot how much le.ahhah.yah...after that both of us took the mrt home.Was rather an enjoyable day although both of us kinda tired.At first i was afraid that it will be kinda awkward cos we hardly go out together alone.yah..always in a group or wad mah..hahah..yah..but luckily it turn out to be better than expected =)

Thurs:

Had swimming and i had fun with sanjay!aahaha..My gosh..think i'm bias!haha..well..will try to control lah. =p Went for Mi training after work.Darling and senior last min cannot go =( so i have to go trg alone.hahah.Yah..bought some bao to eat b4 reaching there.Talked on the phone with her on my way there..so long didnt talked to her le..kinda happy =j haha.Yeah..when i reached MI..i saw this group of new faces..i thought they are from the Mi bball team who stayed back to relax for awhile after their trainings.hahha.who knows ah..they are new players who's coming to join our club trg.hahaha.yah..i think there's 5 or 6 of them..yah..very few ppl turn up for the trg but its ok lah..didnt really played well..i also dunno wad i want in floorball..i always train aimlessly...u might see me doing throw outs and whatever when there's time..but i just practise for the sake of practising..i wanna improved..but dunno improved for wad..haix..yah lah..hopefully i gets an ans soon in my heart...i always go trg cos i dont want my body to slack so much.Not so good to let my body slack ah...Trg was kinda relax cos a few guys from nyp came to interview mr amir.i thik they r my SW juniors.yah..recognised one of them then they are also jeff's friend.At the end..i was told to collect the $1..so unlucky!But heng ah...only 11 of us turn up..haha..so i collected $11 only.haha.The new 5 gers no need to pay yet.Then Mr amir asked me to get their contact no all that,so i asked them to write on a piece of paper.At the end,2 of them came over and passed me the paper.One of them asked for my number,thinking that maybe if there's anything they wanna know about training they can contact me.yah..then the other ger come and asked me this weird qn...she asked me "Ehz..are you from the national team?".Then i was like..."hahaha..no..hahah.."Then she paiseh paiseh walked away le.hahaha.This is the second time someone asked me that le.Maybe they thinks that i look like bin bin lah..but weix...i'm slightly taller and bigger size k.haahha.Felt flattered lah..but..i have my own style k!hahah.Long bang mr amir's car to bedok together with debbie after trg..chatted about some stuff...seems like i cant be player as yet...*shrugs*Went home for dinner as i need to wake up early the next day..

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Sch was as per normal today..i think my teaching did improve somehow..i started to be more lively abit..esp during the story telling time.hahaha.I hope they had fun.yeah~!After work i met up with mum and dad for dinner.They came Kembangan mrt there picked me up..we went to bedok 85 there for dinner.Of course my treat -_- ahhaha.yah..we had stingray,big head(something like lala but it's bigger),spicy kang kong vegetable and chicken wings!hahaha.After that bought some durian home..then da bao food for my brother...Yah..can say this is like a family day lah.So long didnt spend time with them le.I felt different..with my own job and all that..i get to treat my family to dinners and all that.It felt good and of course i wish i chould have more $.haha.Mum asked if i wanna give grandma money..i have been thinking about it..didnt get to see her...mum also didnt visit her that often le..gEez..i miss my grandma...haix..hope she is doing fine and well.. =( brought max down for a walk after eating durian..he's so hyper!my gosh..lucky i not old yet!hahaha...k lah..that's all for now..take care my friends!