hello,

school today was not so bad..i was smiling all the way and i had fun with my students =) Not much of behavourial problems but of cos there will be. Si Hui is so cute and gabriel and sarah are not here. Soffian here or not here also doesnt matter..hahahah...

Tmr we are going travelling so i can wear jeans...haha..i hope madam Lee can come and help us..VOLUNTEERS are always needed on tues! hahaha...i mean it will be better if there is someone to help...

2 deep blueblacks on my left arm...they looked so awful that i dont dare to wear sleeveless...hahaha...march holiday is coming but somehow i am not looking forward to it...cos i dont have someone to spend my days with...haiz...

met up with egg for dinner and bumped into wileen and renew-contract...hahaha...so qiao...yupz...been quite awhile since we had some talks....thanx for the short ride home..hahaha..meet up soon k...take care =)

No one around dear...study hard k! =D

well...just finished our match against Fc Squ(dunno how to spell...ahha..) just now..2nd and 3rd period not so bad...we always like that one leh...last miniute then start to buck up...haahha..scary sia...so in the end we won 4-1...i conceded one goal..actually it was kinda conceded by my defender lah..if not it cld have been zero goals! my target! hahaha..but nvm lah..over le...

today's match...gary seem happier...he said we cant afford to go division 2...haiz..actually it doesnt really matter to me lah. But on the other hand...some other players didnt get to play as much or play at all...really saddening when this kind of thing happens...i really dunno what to say to the players...so sad..haiz...

poeple said i played well but i cant really recall what did i do...i think it's just normal to me..no fantastic saves...i think my mind was somewhere else..i know...hoping that you will turn up...but i think it's just wishful thinking...so silly lah me...haiz...

"didnt want to go home so early so i offered to send u home..cos even if we dont talk..i dunno why....i feel kinda peaceful when u are around..i think you dunno about it...hmMz...well...too bad...so had to drag myself home...hope i didnt scare u..i know i am weird...haha.."

now stomach still full so cant sleep yet..hais...if not i would have gone to sleep already...so i wont let my mind wonder so much...

my study table is so messy....think i better clear it up someday...that's all for now people...good night!

Finally finished my lesson plan..for once i finished it so early...Thank YOu agnes! =)

have somemore time before i leave my house to go tam sports hall..have been blogging alot today..cos i'm in the mood to blog...ahaha..Just realised that ant has been updating her blog..kinda miss her blogging =D

" sometimes...i really wish for someone to be there for me whenever i need that person to be.....i listen to what my friends told me but my heart tells me otherwise...although they meant well...you are still the one but i guess it's not possible anymore cos u r not doing anything to sort out your own life. You want the best of 2 worlds which is not feasible...so i am backing out to suits to your "decision"..it hurts to do this but i guess i dont have a choice cos u r the one who has to make a decision..."

[ sat ]

Slept till 11+am and then rotted at home...single life is like that one..nothing much to do so sleeP more...hor sickening? hahaha..after that go tam for dinner and ktv...ktv was really expensive lah..but once in awhile only...nvm loh...had fun singing...

"it's always difficult to decide if one should tell the truth sometimes....cos you wont know what will happen when the truth is being said out..so if it's the wrong move...regrets,disappointments and unhappiness will come to you and on the other hand...if the truth is known...misunderstandings will be clear and everyone will be happy...so it really depends..."

{ what am i supposed to do? }

weird dreams fantasy:

I dreamt that me and a group of people swam to australia -__-" (illegal immigrants?hahaha..) the lake or sea is not deep but there are many unseen insects in the water...one of which..i dunno what insect is that...looks like fleas...i seen how they reproduced...their backside has this needle look-a-like thing...then one poke through the another insect's stomache then will have new "fleas" coming out!!! GROSS!!! then i have to swim in the lake with my mouth close!!! hahahaha!

but when we reached "australia",the scenery is very nice and dunno why...my cousins, my grandma, mother and father also there -_-" how come i am the only one swimming there? this is still a mystery....HurHUr....then saw this foldable bed..made of straw...my ah ma likes it alot...but got comfortable cushion leh..i wonder if they sell it here...ahhahaha..

well..that's all for my dream fantasy..will share with u guys if i have some more weird dreams! hahaha..

saw the score of yest's ladies's match...hMmz...winning and losing is so unpredictable...anything can happen...well...hope we can play well later cos this match is our only chance to practise playing as a team...i meant everyone played their best...so that for the last few matches we can give our best! Jiq YOu Youth!!! =)

Had Inter-Minds badminton match yesterday in the evening...my badminton not very good ah..but i think we played our best lah.hahah.Managed to get into the semi-finals with zhax. It was a new and fun experience with some crazy and of cos fun supporterS! =)

OUR LOVELY SUPPORTERS :)

After that went to Holland V to have dinner..had thai express...wad damn full lah..hahaha...was tired too...drove the rest who stayed at east side home after that...tired day..hopefully can finish my lesson plan today..next week is gonna be a busy week...

welll.....

i guess i was really tired...physically...having training at tsh is so tiring...the place is so much bigger and warmer...but it's a good place to practise my throws....cos it's the actual venue...although the flooring kinda sucks...hahahaha...

get to learnt some throwing tips from uhar? dunno how to spell his name...his throws were damn power lah...shall try practising what he taught us...hahaha..*excited* keke...

left early to go mac have dinner with a friend then after that bumped into the rest to go drink milkshake....so so lah..the milk shake..hahaha..yeah..had some small chat...to relax myself...but i'm really physically tired...hahaha..gonna sleep soON ah....

that's all for now...hope i wont have muscle ache when i get up later! -_-"

now the time is 4:52pm and i am still in school. Need to practise badminton with zhax later cos he's afternoon session so i need to stay till the whole school ends -_-" quite tired actually..ahhaha...was really nice of senior to buy lunch for me...i mean she managed to buy lunch for me cos i asked her to...ahahha...THANk You seNIor!*huGs! ehehhe

helped ah pek to do volunteer in her class..brought the kids to the playground nearby...dan was my ex-student..hahaha..he now so slim but he looks good lah..must be a handsome boy when he grows older..now he 7 years old only...ahhahha..well..we got caught in the rain and hopefully i wont fall sick! gEez...

Had training yest....is very proud to see so many of my players improving..especially sheryl and rene...think they really improved alot...shaz and tortoise also..fariza from the owls also improve alot! gOsh! i wonder how she do it..ahhaha..reminded of myself when i first joined Skools floorball.hahahaha...good prospect lah..for her...

gonna have our next training at tam sports hall later..gonna be a little late..think i take mrt faster lah...shall practise my throws there! ciaoz! =)

good luck for you last paper later! =)

BOO!!

thankx for the bracelete once again...really nice of u! hahaha..yeah..enjoyed myself espcially the neo prints we took! damn funny and nice lah! ehhehe.. shall go out more next time if we are free k!

tmr is cca day! cant wait! ahahha..i wonder how it is like for the morning teachers to take the afternoon kids...hahaha...after that got training...busy busy day! i wanna busy myself to deathe! sHeEze!!!

Baze at WOrK..lOOks uGLY i kNOW..hahahha!

haPPy ending in the end! hahaha =p

brought max down for a walk today and went to the singpost box at the clubhouse there to take my dad's letter for him...coOl stuff...when entered pin no and item number...the box will open by itself!! woohooo!! was so amazed by it....hahahha...today i sneezed max also sneezed...haha..cute lah...

aiming to sleep early today...think i am going to sleep soon...ahahha...

gOod LUcK to whoever having exams now!!! =D

i need $$ and more $$$!!!!! HAIZ...!

meeting u tmr...so long didnt see u le!!! where's my braclete! ahahahahah =p no lah...cant wait to see u! =)

"Somewhere out there...beneadthe the pale moonlight...someone's thinking of you and loving you tonight...somewhere out there..someone's saying a prayer..that we will find one another..in that big somewhere out there..It helps to think that we are sleeping under the same big sky...."


"If it is wrong to tell the truth...what am i supposed to do? All i wanna do is speak my mind..if it's wrong to do what's right..i have a past that will be testified..."

[ sat ]

Match against UWC, saf cant make it cos she need to bring her sister to see a doc but she came down to support us for awhile =)

Had a fearful period 1 and 2..i really dunno what's wrong with my centers and forwards...very MESSY ah...my defenders are doing great jobs...just dunno what is wrong but luckily...during our 3rd period they managed to buck up and with our defenders,centre and forwards doing a good job..we managed to catch up with 3 goals..after dawn scored the first motivating goal =)

Hope this spirit never dies....

accompanied u to go study..was drop dead tired when i reached home...collapsed into my bed without even changing... please dont take me being-nice-to-u for granted..sometimes i wonder if u ever appreciate the things that i have done..the impression u gave me?...no u dont appreciate at all...


[ sun ]

Woke up in the morning to do match sec for the owls..there goes my only day of sleeping late..haiz...but what to do..i'm the team manager so i have to be responsible...haiz...saw hui shannear century square there..said hi and left...stayed to watch innebandy's game..really exciting...cant help but get to noticed that the ITE team players are kinda "dirty"..disappointing to see that...esp the brothers..people looked up to them as role models..it is true they have the skill but...they dont have the right attitude..sad to say...their captain is always making alot of noise on court and whenever i watched their match (this is the 2nd time) i have headache -__-"

However so..i simply love SKOOLS...we are like one big family...always there to support one another =) no wonder i love floorball..being in the right club does matter....i am glad i made a right choice =D

after that went queensway to buy shoes...i have no choice but to buy shoes cos my basketball shoes' sole came out..abit wasted to throw it away but i dunno what to do with it...see how lah...spent $130 on the shoes that i liked...last pair...gEeEz...took a few hours to choose...hope it will turn out useful! haha..

went to visit ah ma myself since her hse is near queensway...really sad to see that she had to bandage her leg...talked to her...but glad to know that she's feeling better...can walk around and talk..she still want to go sell newspaper on monday..haiz...ask her dont sell le still want...hopefully she dont lah... =( will call her again to check on her condition some days later...

parents might need to sell away the car to reduce expenses...sad to hear that but i guess it cant be helped...maybe i should go work part time after school...i shouldnt spend money unwisely anymore....

hMmz.... do i really lOok like a bear? *raise an eyebrow* hahahah =p

This week has been a busy and emotionally stress week...but finally it is going to be over and later we are going to have our match against UWC...hope we can win! =)

Thurs met a pal to go 85 eat dinner and saw this girl who looks like rui en...chIO ah..hahaha..then fri went to fetch ah hui and had dinner with them at bedok 85 again. Gave them a treat cos dunno why their ah ma thank me for bringing them to eat..hahaha..

my cute ah ma had a fall a few days ago and went to stitch her knee...supposed to meet my parents to go visit her on fri but my parents last min need to meet a client...haiz...i wonder how is she now...hope she recovers fast =( maybe go visit her on sat after dinner....worried...

[ i think u have no excuse to lose concentration in studying now...jia you ba.... ]

suffering V day but thank you you know who you are to be there *hUGz*

it's such a pity that you are not here by my side today...it's so sickening to think about who you are out with the whole day...@ sickening day with someone very sickening by your side @ Blehz

hello ppl...

i'm on mc today..as usual...cough and flu..but in the end i think i was just being plain LAZY..haiz...not good lah..the doctor said that to prevent urself from being ill u must do exercise,drink plenty of water,eat more fruits and vegetables and rest more.I wish i can rest more..my stress will starts tmr...everyday is like a challenge to me.i wish that i can keep myself busy whole day so that i wont think of anything else....

* with our powers combine! *

yest we had our match against NTU storm and we won! ahahah.. 5-3...really very happy to have won cos it's the first match that we won! i hope that from that match onwards..my players will have more confidence in themselves and improve to be a better player throughout the whole league.i didnt really make any funny throws since the first match and i think it's good news! hehe..The girls played well lah...druing the first and 3rd periods...ahhaha..i really hope we could win lah..and YES we did!hahaha.. but poor rene fell down so many times..hahaha..maybe it's time to change ur shoes! but huh....all along she quite clumsy one leh..hmMMz...*shrugs* =p

but i heard that we lost some of the owl's floorballs...shit ah...why this things have to happen?haiz haiz haiz...i guess we have to show them the improtance of balls...koaz..

oh well...wanna thank ah ren,leen,em,sha,wanie,reena and the rest of our "people" for coming down to support and to witness our FIRST victory..and of cos not to forget jen,adrean and ah hui for coming.. * BIG HUG FOR ALL OF U!* =)

after that went home for dinner..had prawn noodle and xuan came...felt really bad that didnt cook prawn noodle for her..i guess i was really tired at that time..havnt do my lesson plan and all...really sorry pal..will compensate u sometime again k..

*playing poker on the last day of chinese new year**my cousin carrying my tired max*

playing against NTU storm later..i hope that we can win!!*praY!!praY!!* yeah! all the best to ourselves!! hahaha.. cheers! =D

@trying hard not to be sick noW!*phew!*@

Specially for you only

came up with this idea really in the last minute..it's so unlike me to think of such ideas*roll eyes* anyway...hope that u will like iT! =)

[ tues ]

had swimming today and it was really very tiring...we will try to be more organised next time! bought perfumes today...haha..so expensive but when i think of the long term..i can use it for very long cos i dont really used perfume but i like the one i bought the smell alot..dunno u all understand what i am talking about or not.hahaha..

well...accidentally took a 4hrs nap this evening..intend to nap for 1 hr but in end up sleePing more..despite max giving me "wake up licks" -_-" so managed to finish my tmr's work just now..then now still quite awake so came to blog alittle..overslept then didnt buy dinner so i ate cup noodle.hahaha.very long didnt eat le..

recent match against NTU tempest wasnt good for me...before match got some news that our bag of floorballs might have been lost.haiz.yeah..one of my teammate is supposed to take care of it but in the end i also not sure what happened..shall pray that the balls can be found..if not...need to pay...a ball cost $2.50..so we have 20 balls altogether..haiz..just our luck..actually i should have handle the balls myself so that my that teammate dont have to be responsible for it..haiz...i should be the one handling it..haiz..shall see how lah...

to continue about the match...i dunno why i kept passing the balls to my denfenders instead of making throw outs...so in the end i got scolded by mr amir...i think i deserved it lah..i dunno what got into me also.. =( shit...

well..now it's over...shall not think about it then...

i'm glad to have spent my last fri sat and sun with u...really nice..hope u enjoyed urself...although i know i dont mean much to u...thanx for the support =)

Tortoise!! get well soon ah!!a BEAR HUG for you and everyone!!! cheers!

morning morning morning~!

oh welll...havnt been going to the toilet for quite a number of days to do "business"..so today..didnt know that my tummy cld contain so much outputs!wahahahah! i know some of u are disgusted but i still wanna talk about it..haaa..so i went to the toilet 3 times!! in less than AN HOUR!AHHAHA.OOpz...

just had my informal observation yest by ms loke..she told me alot of stuff as to how to improve myself and what to take note of...really good cos after taalking to her i felt like i have more things to try out! =) then yest i broke record ah...i stayed in school till the afternoon session finished..cos stayed back with agnes till 3+pm then after that go tinA's class helped her cos her partner on mc..then after that went to play badminton with mr tan and mr how...after that go take alook at tina's aerobic's class..ahahha..shiok ah...i kinda missed the aftrenoon session teachers ah... =(

*the new PS1P with madeline n some cute students.hahah.taken during cny celebration*

*sanjay,sheena and wei..san and wei are still my favs! =) *

was out the whole day...had the car to myself on fri and wed..so shiok..but have to pumped petrol ah..so kinda expensive..to drive a car..then thurs i had the van..ehehe...decided to went for training cos feel like going..and i felt good after going =)

hope that we can have a good fight on sun! gOoooo yOuth~! =)