hello hello hello!

this is my neo pet - caze - that adorable ah hui creates for me! hahaha...this gal never fails to make me smile =)

For more information..go to this interesting website at http://petpages.neopets.com/~caze82

had training today...good that i decided to go trg so i wont think so much...good choice lah...but huh...my 3 fingers are injured..not serious kind lah..hope the pain will go away by sun...tmr school...sian sian sian...my mum not feeling well...hope she will feel better when she wakes up tmr morning..that's all for now peeps...take care...thanx ant and bud for being there...

a hope ever so slim.....may god bless me...please...*sigh*

HaapPyyyy ChineSe nEW yeAr pEoPLe~! ahah

{ sat/cny eve }

intend to get max some clothing but in the end there's no suitable clothes at eastpoint so we didnt buy any for him cos i have no time!hahaha..need to clean my room and stuff ah..so managed to finish cleaning by 12am..haahha..*phEw* so in the end only got max a new collar..nice..suits him we think =)

Thank you for the pineapple tarts! =))

went to dad's side grandma house to have dinner.As usual...our family helped with the cleaning up and stuff and my uncle's family just sit there and do nothing..i hate it when they treat our grandma like a maid !@#$%^ HUmpfz...they just left their plates in the basin and expect my grandma to wash...*shake head* not automatic one..haiz...i gave my grandma ang bao..not much money but it's the thought that counts i think?i think she's kinda happy?ahhaa...tmr then give my mother side the grandma ang pao...my cute cute ah ma =D

i dunno why but i really misses u alot today..more than every other day...will try not to make my heart sink again whenever we talk on the phone..i try lah...really sorry about it...i think i'm sinking...

If you were mine,

I'd be your everything and you'd be the only thing that I would ever needIf you were mine,

I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Everything I dreamed about

Everything that I talked about

One thing I can't live withoutI wanna get closer to you

Can't stand being far away

Knowing that you don't feel the same way

Questioning bring tears to your eyes

If you were mine,

I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need

If you were mine,

I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

All words I sing about

All that is that I write about

Only thing I wanna hear about

So that I can get closer to you

I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself

Doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely

If you were mine,

I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need

If you were mine,

I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa

Let me be the one to share your hopes and dreams with

You'll never be alone again, cuz' I will hold you endlessly

Please don't be afraid to let your brokenheart guide you

Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby!!

If you were mine,

I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need

If you were mine,

I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

went to watch Memories of A Geisha today at suntec city...didnt go sit on the sofa seats cos it kinda stinks...ahhaha..according to someone lah...i got flu so i cant smell properly...so decided to sit on our actual seats...the movie was rather ok...mature i must say...the main lead little girl very very pretty! haahah..Yeah...but sad story as well ah...shall not mentioned why..ahahha..

it feels great to go out with you... =) although we are really really tired...haha..

for last week's match..i only played for 1 period and i conceded 2 goals..think not enough warm up..then after that heng ah...no more goals..hahaha..we lost eventually...i dont think we played well and i am not quite sure why...but 3rd period managed to buck up which is good.. =)

Reena...thank you so much for the encouragements once again..will work hard...u play hard too k! jia you! =)

Finally managed to finish buying my chinese new year clothes..haix..can slack at home le..ahaha..hopefully lah..we have training tmr...i think i am gonna be real tired cos thurs got duty....*crOaK* ahha..

well...supposed to do some work and start my lesson plan already..but i'm feeling kinda lazy so i decided to modify some of the lessons tmr.hahaha~!ate medicine today but dunno why whole day not shagged..maybe cos i went out with ML and small van.ahhaha.she is so cute lah =D

went to whitesand to have dinner and go popular.Wah..we can really walked the whole popular bookshop loh.ahhaha.walked a few rounds to really look at books...it has been so long that i did that..so i felt good =) in the end bought some divider for my file and a chinese meaningful book titled " Open your mind". I'm just reading it for fun and out of curiosity. I think that i more or less know the content of the book...i read a few pages and indeed i knew the concept but it somehow make me think and agees with it...cos that's how i tik also =p it's just a book asking you to be optimistic...those who need this book and ask me...i will lend it to u after i finish...hahaha...

saw wileen taking bus...too far to call her..hahaha =D

"Open Your Mind"

wanted to take some pictures with max but he wasnt cooperative at all -_-" so managed to take a few...hahaha...these are for max's loyal fans out there! here you are! =D

* not cooperative max *

* he's walking away...the the the....*ehs...is that a sheep?haahha..*

* ok he decided to play - Toy no 1 *

* Toy no 2 - he's grabbing my hand -_-" *he wants to play 2 toys at one go..see how greedy he is?haha*

* now he is satisfied...poor me..ahahha..*

i have so much work to do but i am really lazy to start..hahaha..maybe later lah..shall go bathe first..had heavy brunch just now..so now dunno if i should ask my mother to buy dinner for me not..hMmmz.z...sld i bathe my dog?haha..see how lah.. so sian~!!

been coughing and coughing in school today..haiz...then my nose keep running...can die ah..haiz...tik i better take care of myself..grace ask me to take 2 days more of mc..ahhahaha..then whole week on mc le..good ideA though..but mc need $ one leh..nothing comes free! =p

hopefully i will recover by fri! ahaha..take care ppl!

"Ehz...i think that you look like a tortoise leh..." wahahhaha~! does that ring a bell or sounds familiar? hahaha..what will happen if tortoise go on a race with frog?

Our conclusion: they will reach the finishing line together... =)

ohya...i miss u! ahaha..

Thanx for coming over today =)

2 days mc

oh wow..i'm having 2 extra holidays this month...yes..on my BED -_-" yah la..i fell sick on sun and went to see a doc on mon which is yest, and the doc gave me 2 days mc. Feeling much better now though thanx to the medicines, which also makes me gong gong. was so worried that i cant go school on mon morning ( i woke up on time leh) that i sms this person that person..but luckily everything is alright so i can rest in peace (R.I.P). haha. so i slept the whole day yest despite the drillings at the pool side ( my hse swimming pool under renovation) and max's barking. can die ah..i was waken up so many times..bOohOo...but still..i managed to sleep throughout.ahha..

went to watch Cheaper by a dozen2 yest evening.F.O.C thanx to bud~! ahhaa..had frww pop corns and drinks (now i know why i sick) cos it's a new opeing cinema at cathay. It's at level 9 cini lesisure.The cinema is small but ok lah...we got the front seats -_-" went to watch with ah ni and ant...nice show i must say...after that met up with bud and cam to eat sakae sushi at HMV there..i think i ate quite alot.ahah..(more reasons for me to be sick!)

had some weird dreams. i dreamt that i was called for the national floorball selection..so funny can..haha..emily,debbie wileen they all were all there..but the dream was only dreamt halfway..dunno wad happened next..all saf's fault lah..anyhow said things to me..haha..*knocked her head* but to be called or not called for the national..i dont tihnk it matters to me as long as i can play floorball in Skoolz =)

thought about our upcoming match against pinkies and thought about our last year's match against pinkies ( no wonder i have headache lah -_-" )..the players who played with us last year..reena, wanie and aisyah who are in the owls now..this current Youth team is growing fast..they are getting stronger throughout each match..and this coming match is only our third match only..i'm getting better as compared to last year..i supposed? cant wait for me to go for lasik hopefully by this june and give my all to play the best! before i become really really OLD. ahha. i hope that the players will still be the same people and not keep changing...

ok lah..i think i better get some rest soon...feeling drowsy again cos of the medicine..eat more fruits and drink more water k ppl~! dont be like me!

we lost to mossezztes today 8-0 ..i was the only keeper as saf was working and so she cant make it..was really tired and thirsty throughout...they really make me work..ahahha..however..i was rather happy with my team's performance and i think i really saved alot of shots...according to feedbacks..ahhaa..was really trying my best lah..i'm pleased with myself somehow..but i think i can be better lah =)

thank you guys for coming or staying back to support us! i think without the supporters the match will be damn bored loh! hahaha..wileen damn funny lah..cute =)

cant wait to see this new team grow! =)

i am drop dead tired now lah....so ciao~!

well..you must be wondering what's that nose shit look-alike thing rite?haahha...it's no nose shit k! it's the beetle that i found on my partner's car! hahaha.then eventually it landed on my hand..so i took it out with me and put it on the leaf near my hse.haha..it's really a nice beetle..with colour of brown and dots! hurhUr...cute beeTle~!

it's amazing how our frog and tortoise "relationship" started..and it seems like we are enjoying it!hahaha.i am enjoying it lah..dunno about you...so funny can..i think u weird lah..but i think i am equally weird! aaaahha..cheers!

been busy with my work these few days ah....so tired to blog..can die...everyone asked why am i so tired...and i wonder why..ahha..some said i not enough sleep..some said my class too jia lat...but i am in the learning process..so much things to learn...felt bad about making my partner stayed back most of the time..but i think she's supposed to mentor me..hahah..like what tina did last year...*phEW!

gonna meet bud later~! cant wait to see her lah! haha..ok got to go ~! ciao! i hope we can play as a TEAM for tmr's match..that's all i asked for...i will try my best to save as many balls as i can..but of cos..i will need the help of u guys! 3 cheers for youth! hurhur...

was really home early today after work...after school stayed back for awhile...went to eat prawn noodle at katong there..the expensive but nice one..really very nice lah the soup..suRp...hahah..yeah..was home at around 2:45pm...really very early ah..for me...yeah..had some talks on the bus but dont think i have the courage to do or ask what i should ask or do YET...i'm really scared...

have training later..cant wait to go training...i think i really love the sports..haha..yeah..thanx reena for the encouragement! =) i will jia you de...u also must jia you k! =)

tik i need to go eastpoint buy something...ciao~! rainy day again........

our first match 2006*

{ sun }

Wah...it has been raining for the whole day today..why is the sky crying?hMMMz...haha..

My headache has somehow go away...i think i'm just stressed by my lesson plan lah.Now i finished le so not so stress then plus somemore my mum cooked herbal chicken soup just now...so...nice! hhaha.headache go away!!! shOoshOo~!! =D

Helped Owls to match sec today before our match. Was kinda worried initially cos 1st time match sec mah..but luckily the referee was patient enough to teach me..except that i think they were kinda new to referree-ing (ahah) so blow alot of "not-happy" fouls...to both side lah..not only one sided...maybe they just need more time to practice.so it was not so bad after all~! =)

we played against NUS jupitan today.Lost to them 6-1..the only goal scored by our ever-so-shy angel huda (pukes) hahaha.Was a good goal though...scored by our captain..a good start as well..can see that after that goal..everyone was motivated...so the players really played well for the 3rd period as compared to the first 2 periods...maybe 1st match..so not used to it yet..hopefully...as time goes by...we will become stronger~! *wish upon the stars*

well..as for myself...i conceded 2 kuku balls...one through my legs and one...bouncy ball...slipped though my hands just like that..HAIZ.............but i think i made quite a number of good saves...was kinda stress also cos..now we have saf...she's a better goalie obviously..so wont wanna lose out to her..dunno good or bad =/ but i guess we both have our good and bad points on court... whenever i concede a stupid goal or wad. i will always reflect about what happened and why did the goal went in and stuff. I would normally blame myself for goals being conceded...so now i have a new aim...to be a "any-kind-of-ball-also-can-save" goalkeeper (funny i know...but i'm serious k..ahha..) and will work hard on my throws...

emily commented that it's good that i can recover fast but somehow..my throw outs still sucks...i still havnt master it...to have a powerful throw outs. Today i made a backward throw out again =_=" i think i am well-known for that? ahahhaa..as usual lah..skools ppl were laughing at me...even gary...asked me to relax somemore..so malu loh! but funny lah..at least it loosen the stress atmosphere?ahhaha..i think so lah..so i shall work hard on that..but i can swear that i was worse a year before! haha..

i have so much work to do..i think i should focus more on my career.I must be serious!! haha..yeah..but i must not neglect floorball also lah..will still try to go for all trainings and all that..if not...i dont have anywhere to really go and practise my throw outs...

Then i went to watch "The Dark" on sat night, the movie was kinda complicated..not much scary scene so if u are expecting it to be a horrow movie..i would suggest that you dont go and watch it..but the plus point is that the scenery in the movie was really nice lah =) went to yishun to watch..first time watching movie there..nice layouts at the cinema entrance..it's in a circle form and they will deliever food to you if more time is needed to cook the food. Had jUmbo HotdOg for dinner..haha..after that didnt eat dinner le..almost lost my way to yishun from tampines..went one big round but in the end finally reached there..realised there's a shorter route..nvm..now i know..so kinda wasted alot of petrol...before going home went to pump up $20 petrol..

haiz..chinese new year is coming and i havnt buy any new year clothes yet..think i shall be simple this year..no money lah..ahhaha..

that's all for now~!

hope mon wont be "monday blue" for me!! =)

3rd day of school

i'm very very very tired now.....slept for 3 hrs only, after school stayed back in school to do lesson plan for next week till 3+pm..almost 4pm...go to my friends place..helped her with her internet conenction problem..took a nap at her hse for a few minutes..talked to her grandma...went to fetch her younger sister..very cute one..then went for dinner..was almost dying when i reached home..didnt managed to finish my lesson plan...tmr stay back in school then do again.haiz...

bye for now...if possible, dont sms so much when u go out with me k..u will bored me to death..and i rather not talk cos u r always sms-ing...irritated...greatly appreciated...

everyday after school is like so tiring for me.Will stayed back in school before the afternoon class start to look at my last year's students..really missed them alot...i wonder how am i supposed to survive for the whole year...haiz...i have so much things to learn and those rascals are really problematic..especially clement..mark is not so bad..that clement ah..have to find ways to deal with him..hahah..shall see how lah..

had friendly with RP guys again at TSH,didnt really played well cos my throws sucks ( i did the backward bounce throw again -_-" ) maybe i should concentrate more next time..haiz...didnt complete the last period cos somethings happened..poor saf didnt get to play her turn...

have duty later..dunno can wake up not? -_-" haiz...........

*

Hello,

packing my stuff now to get ready for school tmr.So scared ah..hope everything turns up well and most importantly..i can wake up on time!hahaha.yah..have to be in school by 7:30am but i intend to go earlier to see if i can pack the class or something not. My partner like not gan jiong like that..she senior mah..then i follow her relax relax..dunno good or bad =/ then i'm supposed to sleep early so that i can wake up early! haha..

went to play badminton at TSH today.Wah..damn expensive cos it's public holiday - $7.40 per hr - we played for 2 hrs.Arms very tired now.hahah.but was kinda fun lah =) after that went hans to sit down..eat and chit chat...after that go home met up with my family and go out for dinner...my dad birthday is coming and i'm supposed to treat him..hmMz...place not decided yet..

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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU~!

Let the new year be a fresh new start for everyone and hope that it will be a better year throughout!

I hope that there will be lesser accidents and disasters around the world!

i wish that my parent's biz will be prosperous so that they wont complain to me that they have no money! hahah..

i wish that my grandma will stay healthy and happy always!

i think i shall be more serious in my work then..hahah..

i like listing out birthday wish like that -_-"

well anyway....smile always ppl! =)

i dreamt about you crying....why did you cry?Did anyone bully you?haiz...hopefully it's just a dream cos it really hurts to see you cry..even in my dreams...guess you are busy helping your friend to prepare her vegetarian bbq...ahaha..sounds new and funny...

Everyone has their limits and i think i had reached mine that morning, nothing can turn back time..was kinda sad for some moments cos i raised my voice at you...that's so not me..For my 23 years of living..that's the 2nd time i raised my voice at someone and this time round it's different cos i know that person...Maybe i have reached my limits.Pardon me for my decision..."tired" is the word to describe my feeling about this thing....if you are not gonna help urself, nobody else will be able to...have some thoughts about it...

{ Thurs }

No plans today so last min met up with my belovES to watch movie, "A Chinese Tall Story". It's kinda like a bor liao show, as in the story line, touching at times but the 3D graphic is nice.haha.So overall it's not so bad lah.I'm like watching another Final Fantasy show like tt.haahhaha.Before that we had dinner with Psycho2, ate alot and had some good laughs.Was tired...haha..Yeah but managed to pull through lah..haha..

did some shopping after the movie, bought this pair of shoes which is meant to be my goalie shoes at only $9.90.Cheap cheaP shoes for goalie shoes! hahaha. Then went challenger to look at speakers..i think Funan has more..shall go there take a look someday lah..bought a wrist support for my keyboard.ahhaha..cooL~! same as my mouse pad now..hahah..happy happy happy~!

met up with some friends for supper,so long didnt see carol and maddie already..ahahha...poor kai was so tired..haha..didnt get to talk much to carol cos we r sitting so far away..hahahah..she sat opposite me..ahahah..shall do somemore catching up with her some other days =)

meRry X'mAs~! =D

{ Genting Trip }

Day 1 (Fri) :

well...we drove our toyota up to malaysia on this day...set off in the morning...went to pick up my ah ma then after that go jurong picked up my aunty..then went to tuas check-point...stopped at some stops at the highway in between..was playing with my PSP all the while...ahahah...slept for awhile throughout cos i slept quite late the night before...i think i slet around 3am..hahaha..can die...then we reached genting around evening time..first night we stayed at the Hotel Theme Park and it was freezing cold! hahaha.my poor ah ma so cold loh..so i pur my arm around her while walking to keep her warm...ahahha.she's my "gf" for these few days! hahaha!

before reaching the hotel we were having dinner at this shop..we had claypot bak kuat teh! nice! hahaha.i drank alot of the soup and the tea..so i went to toilet alot of times after that.ahahha~! to pEe of cos! hahah..yeah..on the left is the picture of our food...nice not?ahahha..i like to drink tea actually..ahhaha..but kinda expensive lah RM$60+ for a meal..but it's definately cheaper than the food at genting lah..now the food there getting more and more expensive ah! not good not good..*shake head*


after bathing we went out for a walk..as i mentioned earlier..it was freezing cold lah!!look at the photo on the right and u will know!hahah! went to the casino at First World.was with my ah ma most of the time..i didnt kana check by the security for being underage this time and for ONCE...i thought i looked older this time..ahahha..hanged out there till quite late then we went back to the hotel to sleep.Me,my ah ma and aunt went back first cos my parents still wanna play -_-" the casino was not so crowded yet at this day lah.

everyone including myself was snoring at night..my dad's snoring macham like blowing whistle like that! damn funny lah!ahahahah...cool rite? i know =p

Day 2 (sat):

checked out Hotel Theme Park and went to check in at First World Hotel.This time 2 rooms.saw this huge christmas tree and took picture with it.ahha.nice nice~!
got this free tickets for 2 for the XtREME PUSH THE LIMIT Theater show cos my Genting World Card expired and they gave me when i went to renew it..cool huh..hah..so i went to watched it with my grandma at 9pm this day. the theater is really big as can be seen on the right..haha.very grand ah.The show i can say..is really nicE!ahhah.got motor cycle tricks - 5 motorbikes speeding in one big round metal thing - go acrobat performance by some gers from china..got ang mo modern dance..got drum performance and got this dous that make music through drums and the guy really have fast reflex! coOl! he can played with ropes like nobody's business!haha..in the end..my ah ma and myself enjoyed the show =)

After dinner and before i meet my ah ma for the show i went to shop around for some gifts for my friends and i went to play this Flying Coaster! ( on the right) hahaha! was damn fun lah but waited for quite sometime cos they had some problem and was doing some testing.then i needed to pee! ahhaah.but in the end after everything then i go pee. Paid RM$10 for the ride. i was holding on to my spects with one hand cos it was dropping and it almost dropped! GOSH! so my the other hand was holding on to the "seat".ahhaha. and i was laughing to myself for my stupidness..HUrhUr... missed my the other spects for that period of time.haha..

The food that we ate this day kinda sucks except for the breakfast at Theme Park Hotel there.ahhaha.For dinner we went to eat this dm sum thing at First World there and it was like so expensive for a few items only loh! My dad was kinda annoyed about it then they kept all the receipts..kinda felt like being cheated but my dad didnt wanna do anything about it.so...like tt loh..haiz..then after the show we met up with mum,dad and aunt for supper. The service not very good and the food not really nice.i ordered laksa and it was really sour! gRrr...SOUR LAKSA! BLEHz..BAD FOOD DAY

They had some count down thing while we sat the rest for the supper.so noisy..we can hardly talked..hahaha..Then after the countdown some kids were like running here and there spraying the dunno wad white white thing.ahha.Kids nowadays..ahaha..

i was checked at the security this day and so on and so forth..ahhaha.. the guard was like saying i got babyface and my family laughed at me for that and whenever they checked my IC... -_-"

i won $30 for playing banker and player this morning *grINz* quite fun lah..ahahah..casino was really packed this day except morning..

Day 3 (sun):

went to collect my gifts and the rest went to the casino again.yah..so boring..wanted to play the MotionMaster thing but too crowded le..so maybe next time loh =/

wanted to see if i can collect the fog in a bottle for sheryl not.Kinda silly i know cos scientifically i know it cant be collected but i just try for fun lah.ahhaha.Yeah..in the end cannot..so i took pictures for her to see the fog..should be can lah hor? =) here u r!

Hope u like it! =)

in case any of u wonders what has happen to the bottle..in the end it got compressed and die peacefully on blah blah blah..ahahha! =p well..we had our lunch at the shop houses there again.ahhaha.had cheap and great food! i ate chicken rice and they taste nice! =)

headed down to KL to meet our malaysia relatives..was sleeping all the while in the car..cant helped it lah..i think i droOled on my jacket..hahaha!major jam but we made it to the hotel.hahaha.Goldcoast Hotel?ahahha.i think so lah.met up with them and they treat us to good food( as can be seen on the right) !ahhaha.really nice lah.And my relative children all look good lah.guys good looking and girls pretty.ahhaha.but they all younger than me.did some catching up and stuff and headed back to the hotel. I was as usual playing game and the rest were chatting away.In the end me and my aunt stayed up to watch this bor liao but funny show.haha.was the last to sleep..luckily i managed to sleep...

Day 4 (mon):

woke up headed for free buffet breakfast in the hotel and the food not very nice la.was full in the end cos ate too much.ahha.bought some comic at really cheap price at this shop and after that we went to pay our respect to 2nd grand uncle at this temple...met our relatives there as well.Gave some sweets to the children of the people who look after the temple.

really sweet of em to call me to ask if i am ok cos she heard of news of bus accident in Genting.ahha.But i was at KL already lah..thanx for calling! *HUgz*! ahaha.

went for lunch.Had dim sum and went to the toilet with my grandma and i think this old lady thinks that i am a boy.She spoke to her daughte in cantonese and i can figure out some words..she was like asking why is a boy doing in this toilet? i was like -_-" ahahha. sometimes i really dont like to go toilet cos of this but...this is me lah..ahha.c.ant do anything though.. =p

headed back to singaporE!was playing game for the past few hours and no jam! yeah! hahha..was really happy to go back..i miss max! my computer! and training! hahaha...